Very rarely do I hear people talk about depression being depressing, but it is. The endlessness of it, the hopelessness of it, is all depressing. It sucks,
I have no desire to be depressed, I have no desire to have depression be a part of my identity. I want it gone but when I talk to others with depression they tell me they cope with it, they accept it, they live with it. I find that very depressing. It is a fatalism that does not make anything better.
Just be happy - I wish I could. It is depressing not being able to be happy even when you do the things that you really like.
----- Break of Several Hour ----
My youngest son Max is I thinking suffering from a lack of sleep, he has spent the last two hours throwing a temper tantrum
My mood today
Happy - 3
Energy - 3
Stress - 7